LETTER TO MY 1 AND 2

It was such a cool night;
so calm;
winds whispering;
singing songs of love;
temperature at 25 degrees.

Listening to soul music;
shuffling automatically to the same genre;
getting me in an emotional state.
soft soft,
so soft.....................

Obviously,
the next thing that came to my mind was her...........her?
flipping and zooming through her pictures
trying so hard to evoke her out of it.
she was all i wanted that very moment.

Feeling just like a depressed man who needs some pill in a rush;
like a widower who only begs for some love.

Looking at her and appraising her natural beauty and strength;
gently absolving her indescribable love
care and humanity.
felt like she was only sitting 2 inch away from moi;
trying so hard;
but i couldn't stop
but wanting to give her my dry lipped kiss that very time.

Its true that true love is not only felt from a close distance;
because i really felt that your distance wasn't a barrier to me,
but only a space between time.

I missed u each day of my present life,
from our second month;
but my ego was taken the best of me
and hiding me from telling you how much
i do love and want to count the age 70 with you.

Honestly,
my love and passion for you
has elevated just like a skied rocket;
and i can’t help but watch myself melt in total love and jealousy for you.
i enjoy the days we've had together;
the bad times,
days of memories;
hours of affection,
and months of finding it difficult to see you.

Sincerely,
you are the only clock that clicks in my heart;
the air conditioner that cools me from hotness,
and the only person i spend my time
wishing that one day everything will be alright;
as we walk down the aisle together
and watching me fix that silver-diamond round metal into your fourth finger.

Besides all odds,
i love you
and i surely do.
that's one thing i can’t betray myself of
or pretend not to be.

Lastly,
loving you is one thing that no one can ever never and forever change including you
no matter how hard you try;
i will always live to remember us,
and i look forward to the end of time
to see what the future has written.


From Dimmy
to my 1 and 2